The reason why i always have liked to be mostly alone, with not too many people around me, it's because i know how difficult i am some times and in thous moments i could say i am thinking only about my self and i am not afraid to admit it.
The fact is that i am just figuring everything out and it means i am making maybe not the right decisions but i am not complaining and still automatically it's making me think about one more thing wich is people around me.
I always try to do everything in the best way to gratify every one around me. I don't like to make others feel bad, but it's not impossible.
I can try to be the best person on the world and still there will be some people who will not be to happy about things i am doing or choices i am making.
At the end of the day, i need to think about myself as well which brings us to point, that every one who is bind with me will not be always happy.
Accept my apologize ;)
All this time i have attempt negate that i am a mess but well i can say i was and i still am but it doesnt change the fact that i feel that i will be fine and that i am on the right way. For thous who do not understand me, i cant say anything new, it's your choise.
One last thing i would like to remark is that, i can just try to be a better person, if i will not attain that's something what you have to just accept. As i like to think, Love me as i am black becaouse every one will love me if i will be white.
KissKiss, AshleySalonda.
Ne visiem izpatiksi, bet tie, kas tevi pazīst, tie zin vislabāk. Un man ir galīgi vienalga, ko citi par tevi domā, jo es vienmēr esmu lepojusies ar tevi un lepošos arī turpmāk. Tu esi viens unikāls cilvēks, kas pastāv par sevi, savu viedokli, tu esi gudra un interesanta personība. Ja nu kādam tu nepatīc, paši vainīgi, viņi nezina cik interesantu un daudzpusīgu cilvēku iepazīt tie atsakās. :)Love you forever, sis! :*