If you would really know me you would know that:
11. Back in my childhood i have been ridiculed and
because of that if i feel that someone will hurt me i become cold and hideous
to this people.
22. I am not a cyborg although mostly i am trying to
show myself like one i have feelings, problems and fear.
33. Sometimes i do lie cause i don't have enough
power to deal with
4consequence, just because i don't think that
possible consequence are worth a fight. (or something like that).
54. There are times when i am emotionally unstable.
65. I feel it necessary to help other people if i
can, cause that makes me feel a little bit better about myself. It is something
like sin atonement.
76. Sometimes i am pretty naive.
87. Most important thing in my life, and that is no
secret, is my private life.
98. I am pretty drab.
9. I don't care what others think of me. So this
thing maybe is not entirely true. But i really don't care what think of me
people who don't know me even a little bit.
110. I like to be strange and to do strange thing, it
makes me feel ...(something i can not put in words this time).
111. I have changed myself much times cause people
can not get down with me like i am. Even so far when i am asking to myself, who
am i. (And that is one of the stupidest thing you can do, to agree to do).
And there are so much more thing like this...
I can say for sure that not all of the people who knows me
could say that i am a good person and probably i should say ''SORRY'' for them.
I can only hope that i have not been a bad influence in
noone life.
At the end of the day we all should think about who are we
and how your " I '' Influence other people lives and weekday. It is
important to strive as close as it is possible to our best '' I " even if it means that not everyone
will understand you.
„Don't do or ask for anything from anyone if you do not or
cannot do the same”
Kiss, Kiss AshleySalonda
I think no one really knows what "I" each has, not 100%... its silly because even i sometimes think about who i am and how i am to others... I some how understand you.. everyone in this world has that ego thing inside, that they just cant let go - too much pain in past, too big EGO just because they are spoiled and they think that they can control other people and just laugh later.. that`s what makes us like we are.. don`t know if i went off topic here, but what i`m saying, you are not the only person in the world with this kind of feelings and thoughts! Keep the head high and don`t give a crap for people who don`t give a crap for you!