The reason why i always have liked to be mostly alone, with not too many people around me, it's because i know how difficult i am some times and in thous moments i could say i am thinking only about my self and i am not afraid to admit it.
The fact is that i am just figuring everything out and it means i am making maybe not the right decisions but i am not complaining and still automatically it's making me think about one more thing wich is people around me.
I always try to do everything in the best way to gratify every one around me. I don't like to make others feel bad, but it's not impossible.
I can try to be the best person on the world and still there will be some people who will not be to happy about things i am doing or choices i am making.
At the end of the day, i need to think about myself as well which brings us to point, that every one who is bind with me will not be always happy.
Accept my apologize ;)
All this time i have attempt negate that i am a mess but well i can say i was and i still am but it doesnt change the fact that i feel that i will be fine and that i am on the right way. For thous who do not understand me, i cant say anything new, it's your choise.
One last thing i would like to remark is that, i can just try to be a better person, if i will not attain that's something what you have to just accept. As i like to think, Love me as i am black becaouse every one will love me if i will be white.
KissKiss, AshleySalonda.
