I'm ready/ es esmu gatava.

I am frozen at the moment. I understand what is the possibilities of my future life. I really think actually i am ready for it. I just hope that everything what could happen matches my point of view.
I have never sad to no one that life is easy, but it is, i might come till this just because, i am becoming older, i don't know but the fact is that i really am ready. I just need that one thing that one occasion from where i could push my self from.

I don't know what i will do and how i will do everything but i am shore i will coerce everyhting to work.

Let's se what december and new year will bring me :)

Kiss Kiss,Ashley Salonda.

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Uz doto mirkli es esmu sastingusi. es apzinos iespējas uz savu turpmāko dzīvi. Un ja godīgi, es tiešām domāju, ka esmu tam gatava. Es tikai ceru, ka tas notiks sakrīt ar manu skatījumu uz to, kas notiks.
Es nekad nevienam neesmu teikusi, ka dzīve ir viegla, bet viņa ir, iespējams es to saku, jo palieku vecāka, es nezinu, bet fakts ir tas, ka es esmu gatava. Man ir vajadzīgs tikai tas grūdiens no kurienes pagrūst sevi.

Es nezinu, ko es darīšu un kā es visu izdarīšu, bet esmu droša, ka piespiedīšu visam darboties.

Paskatīsimies ko man nesīs decembris un jaunais gads.

Kiss Kiss, Ashley Salonda.

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If you would really know me

I've always written about my thoughts, feelings and views but never about my self. It might sounds stupid or funny but while watching tv show i thought about how other see me or what kind of idea do i leave about myself?! I am directly the same like other people just with my " I ". I am not the best person in the world but i am not worse to.

If you would really know me you would know that:

11. Back in my childhood i have been ridiculed and because of that if i feel that someone will hurt me i become cold and hideous to this people.

22. I am not a cyborg although mostly i am trying to show myself like one i have feelings, problems and fear.

33. Sometimes i do lie cause i don't have enough power to deal with

4consequence, just because i don't think that possible consequence are worth a fight. (or something like that).

54. There are times when i am emotionally unstable.

65. I feel it necessary to help other people if i can, cause that makes me feel a little bit better about myself. It is something like sin atonement.

76. Sometimes i am pretty naive.

87. Most important thing in my life, and that is no secret, is my private life.

98. I am pretty drab.

9. I don't care what others think of me. So this thing maybe is not entirely true. But i really don't care what think of me people who don't know me even a little bit.

110. I like to be strange and to do strange thing, it makes me feel ...(something i can not put in words this time).

111. I have changed myself much times cause people can not get down with me like i am. Even so far when i am asking to myself, who am i. (And that is one of the stupidest thing you can do, to agree to do).

And there are so much more thing like this...

I can say for sure that not all of the people who knows me could say that i am a good person and probably i should say ''SORRY'' for them.

I can only hope that i have not been a bad influence in noone life.

At the end of the day we all should think about who are we and how your " I '' Influence other people lives and weekday. It is important to strive as close as it is possible to our best '' I " even if it means that not everyone will understand you.

„Don't do or ask for anything from anyone if you do not or cannot do the same”

Kiss, Kiss AshleySalonda

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